I almost forgot I even had this blog!! I came on to start a new one but I guess since it seems it is a neverending journey, I'll pick up where I left off!
So on August I joined a website called myfitnesspal.com from 8-7-10 to 9-9-10 I lost 13 pounds! I love the site! It is like weight watchers meets facebook! But unlike WW its free! I have started this journey many many times. I have been fat my whole life! And well quite frankly I don't wantto be anymore! NO I mean I really don't. I think my age is a huge factor in this I just don't want to waste a minute of my 40's being overweight! I think there is some sort of cross roads you come to noone wants to be fat but before a big birthday like the Big 4 0 I think you make a decision, give up and just decide your fat for life OR you do something about it. Not just the counting calories and excercise, but you have to face it and really wrap your brain around the task at hand! I feel like for the first time in my life I didn't just pick up and start another diet. The difference about this time is hard to put into words, but it's not like words have ever helped me do this anyway! I guess before I always had it in my head ok I got to lose 50 pounds AND THEN I can eat cheeseburgers and fries again. This time I know better, and those kinds of thoughts have not even entered my mind. Now I have thought like When I make it to goal this excercise will be so much easier than it is now! I have finally realized what a "lifestyle change" truly means. THANK GOD!! So I have 1 1/2 years until my 40th bday I am hoping I can have A LOT of the actual weight loss done, by my 39th bday and use the last year of my 30's to excercise, firm up, find news ways to workout that I may have not been able to do when I was heavy. Perfect the art of maintaining my weight. Even writing these goals now I feel no 'wishful thinking' in my thoughts! This is my plan and I am already taking the steps to execute them and reach my goal. I know I can do this in a way I never "knew it" before!