Still not tired

Of course I watched The Biggest Loser Special Edition tonight. They are having a casting call in Burbank on Saturday, my daughter Amber says I should go. I swear if it wasn't just days away from my wedding and I didn't still have a million and one details to attend to, I would go. That show is something else. I swear it make you want to be there and experience what they are experiencing. But alas I could never just be gone for possibly months! I can barely make it to the gym now! However, there is a woman at my gym named Percita(or A.K.A Peaches in stripper class) that is going to be my Jillian as soon as I have the $ and time to commit to her Percitas's Fitness Challenge I really wanted to join starting the 1st of Feb. but I really have been so sick I didn't feel that I could give her the 110% I know she will expect from me. Now I know that sounds like an excuse but I really have been fighting illness for weeks now, I even was basically sent home by my boss today. I didn't even excercise today because Brian picked me up on his way home, but I did walk the 3 miles to the train Mon. & Tues. and here I am supposed to be asleep and getting much needed rest but I am wide awake!!!!!!!!!!!!! I will walk the 3 miles tommorow though unless I end up feeling really bad again we'll see I know points are good the past few days because I have no appetite. Well i guess I should try to go to sleep, I have to get up in 5 hours UGH. I just have so much on my mind its hard to sleep hope writing helped, till next time ~~JENA~~